This is from Sunday
everything seemed hilariously funny today like, you could start with how i’ve been living my life listening to high energy dance tracks during the walking sections of stimulating activities such as changing euros back to pounds, or buying tissues. (i have to check the positioning of the planets right now because this feels like a good time for me) there was a man rubbing his back against a pillar in the shop with a glazed expression i couldn’t look for long because otherwise it would break the blank face no emotion but screaming on the inside vibe i was trying to maintain. when i was younger people would always tell me to smile more and i guess i would give them some sort of look, someone once said oh you know you’ve said something stupid when hannah gives you that look i didn’t get it because i thought i was just doing a normal face (ugh rbf). on the roof of a building there was a man whose job involves standing on buildings and i guess i was just really amused by the shape of his hood when he looked at me from a distance.
re-listened to Chelsea Martins OP podcast episode she really just accepts her shyness (which i didn’t even notice?) i didn’t think she seemed reserved but brad did, anyway, good way of harnessing inner shy girl strength + i just realised this jacket has inside pockets and its only 10:58am http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KS7IlF8BLnM